Mittwoch, 8. Februar 2012

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The word “normal” sounds always ugly in my ears. I want to be special, not “normal”, not like everybody. But what is special? Isn’t everybody special in a way? So, I stopped eating. To stop eating was very special in my eyes. I want to be beautiful. But being beatiful isn’t very special, I noticed that everybody is beautiful. So I want to become ill. Sickly skinny and thinner. Oh have you known that staying in a hospital for half a year is special? -No, not beautiful. Now I’m back, normal as fuck and I like it.  I don’t know if I am beautiful or special or still skinny enough to be loved but I’m back. At home. It’s my home and I’ m a person. I like me (sometimes).
I want you to notice, that YOU are beautiful and special and a lovely person.


Leali

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1 Kommentar:

  1. loonyMittwoch, Februar 08, 2012

    du bist wunderschön und besonders, nicht wenn du abnimmst und nicht wenn du dich selbst krank machst
    sondern dann, wenn du du selbst bist, dann wenn du verstehst, wie schön es ist, dich auf der welt zu haben. du bist was besonderes, dein herz ist besonders und deine seele, dafür habe ich keine Worte.

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